I was 29 years old when my father died of multiple myeloma,
cancer of the bone marrow. He was 53. Only hours before his death, I spoke with
him. Our eyes met during that final visit,
the same eye contact we had shared from my birth, though his eyes were growing
gray. I held his hand as he drew his
last breath, and then, he was gone. His
body lay lifeless and unresponsive.
The morticians took his body from the hospital room where
our family had waited through the night.
We visited the funeral home and chose a casket. Shortly afterward other family and friends
joined us to view his body lying still and quiet, dressed in his familiar suit,
his hair combed. I stood by the casket
and stared at his face. It was obvious
another hand had combed his hair and another hand had tied his tie. He seemed to be sleeping.
I imagined him drawing breath. Imagined him opening his eyes
so that they sparkled once again, his lips parting in the familiar grin, the
dimples reappearing in his cheeks. But
he didn’t move. We buried his body in the cemetery surrounded by friends who
came to comfort us.
I asked myself the question Job asked centuries ago, the
question every man and woman must ultimately ask when they stand where I stood
on that day, “If a man die, shall he live again?”(Job 14:14).
Job’s struggle with the question was not about theology or
philosophy. His struggle was like
mine. It was personal. It is the struggle we all must face sooner or
later when those whom we love die.
After having pondered the question, Job foresaw the Easter
event we celebrate this weekend. He
wrote, “I know that my redeemer lives, and that in the end he will stand on the
earth. And after my skin has been destroyed, yet in my flesh I will see God; I
myself will see him with my own eyes—I, and not another. How my heart yearns
within me!” (Job 19:25-27).
The world will ponder Job’s question this weekend when we
gather in Christian churches around the world. When Jesus was raised from the
dead, the answer to life’s most important question became clear. Luke wrote, “After his suffering, he
presented himself to them and gave many convincing proofs that he was alive. He
appeared to them over a period of 40 days and spoke about the kingdom of God.”
(Acts 1:3). Paul wrote, “But now Christ has been raised from the dead, the first fruits of
those who are asleep. For since by a man came
death, by a man also came the resurrection of the dead. For as in Adam all die, so also in Christ all will
be made alive.” (1 Corinthians 15:20-22).
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