I was twenty-nine years old when my father died of multiple
myeloma, cancer of the bone marrow. He
was fifty-three. Only hours before his
death, I spoke with him. Our eyes met during
that final visit, the same eye contact we had shared from my birth. I held his
hand as he drew his last breath, and then, he was gone. His body lay lifeless and unresponsive.
The morticians took his body from the hospital room where
our family had waited through the night.
We visited the funeral home and chose a casket. Shortly afterward other family and friends
joined us to view his body lying still and quiet, dressed in his familiar suit,
his hair combed. I stood by the casket
and stared at his face. It was obvious
another hand had combed his hair and another hand had tied his tie. He seemed to be sleeping. I almost imagined him drawing breath. Almost
imagined him opening his eyes so that they sparkled once again with life, his
lips parting in the familiar grin, the dimples reappearing in his cheeks. But he didn’t move. We buried his body in the
cemetery thirty-eight years ago surrounded by friends who came to comfort us,
many of whom are now buried nearby.
I asked myself the question Job asked centuries ago, the
question every man and woman must ultimately ask when they stand where I stood
on that day, “If a man die, shall he live again?”(Job 14:14).
Job’s struggle with the question was not about theology or
philosophy. His struggle was like
mine. It was personal. It is the struggle we all must face sooner or
later when those whom we love die. “At
least there is hope for a tree,” Job said, “If it is cut down it will sprout
again. … Its’ roots may grow old in the ground and its stump die in the soil,
yet at the scent of water it will bud and put forth shoots like a plant. But a
man dies and is laid low; he breathes his last and is no more.” (Job 14:7-10)
After having pondered the question, Job foresaw the Easter
event we celebrate this weekend. He
wrote, “I know that my redeemer lives, and that in the end he will stand on the
earth. And after my skin has been destroyed, yet in my flesh I will see God; I
myself will see him with my own eyes—I, and not another. How my heart yearns
within me!” (Job 19:25-27).
The world will ponder Job’s question this weekend when we
gather in Christian churches around the world. If Jesus was raised from the
dead, the answer to life’s most important question is clear. Luke wrote, “After his suffering, he
presented himself to them and gave many convincing proofs that he was alive. He
appeared to them over a period of forty days and spoke about the kingdom of
God.” (Acts 1:3). Paul wrote, “But now Christ has been raised from the dead, the first fruits of
those who are asleep. For since by a man came
death, by a man also came the resurrection of the dead. For as in Adam all die, so also in Christ all will
be made alive.” (1 Corinthians 15:20-22).
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